Theres nothing left that I need to confess I make a few more loops then my track's ready to press Depressed I was never looking to impress Anyone, this isn't any fun I put out only one CD And It was only for me I didn't care if you would see You don't know me You don't love me So don't you try me Already played out my fuckin' shtick So why don't you play my fuckin' dick It's clear I'm bored of this shit It's not why I stuck with it It's like I already committed to it Traded snare rushes for bass kicks Made too many waves and now I'm sea sick Suicide in I'm not really a rapper and I'm not a complainer I'm a midnight fapper outside your window In the rain or I'm a wannabe trap or I'm bleeding out in a drain somewhere With strained and dead hair In your underwear

There's no one here to stop me and I really need to quit There's no one here to wrong me and or put up with my shit Don't wipe it down, it winds up in yo balls Don't take me too seriously because then you'll be just like me Don't buy into my bullshit because then you'll be just like me Don't take me too seriously because then you'll be just like me Don't take me too seriously because then you'll be just like me There's something wrong with me None of you would ever tell me None of you in your right mind would ever be there If I was of a stable mind you think I would care?

Sound it out, rinse it down Send it off to eland Mother fuckin' bad shit rad shit, blur the lines Tap it out, fuck around Send it off to eland Mothing dream big, act small, blame the fans You came to me like As if there would be something worth listening to But I got nothing good and I'm gonna press it and I'm gonna push it like it's all your fault Motherfucker lookin for something more But I got news for you faggot This is it, this is what you get I got nothin too show so I'm showin' you nothin' Take my pair, make it real, not important enough to be a problem

Oh my god give it up Never asked for any of this Never made a penny for this My flow is all wrong motherfucker I waited so long Motherfucker my intention was never to mention my depression But it's gone on for so fuckin' long Now I'm moving to the back I'm back to self deprecation Everything feels just so fuckin' wrong I still haven't given up I still don't give a fuck I take my dick and tuck I won and now I'm stuck If it wasn't for the misery I wouldn't be here If it wasn't for self doubt thered nothing to hear If it wasn't out of reach it wouldn't be near If I wasn't going to be found I wouldn't disappear I shouldn't write this I knew better I shouldn't write this I knew better than that

I'm so sick of these stupid mother fuckers writing about wealth Doin' well With a kick and a snare and my dick in their hair Fuck you You suck I do better With 15 mission session, two synths no fans With your arms out, palms up and my balls in your hands I got that imposter syndrome but I never said that I would be good I just wasted your time again

Honestly I'm jackin off to Stranger danger get the fuck ontop me You never want me You never fuck me Cancer prancer searching for the answer Pretty pink hair Fuck it Shit's too gay Nothing to wear Fuck it I'll go this way Lost all interest in my friends Musical adventures comes to end I don't even have the time to pretend that I can find a real reason Come To me I Don't understand it Am I really Loved? Probably not

Motherfucker seeking out the easy mark Don't give me that shit don't you even fuckin' start Give me that bit with the bait, ready to be crowned And don't you think I wont put you into that ground This is what it's all about I'm the only one in this place that can put me down I got that flaccid beat and that flimsy fuckin' sound

Dont you realise I'm still trying Hey! Fuck you! All you motherfuckers given up What the fuck? I'm still full of shit taste like piss I don't like the look of this Where's the tailcoat that I need to ride Climb inside Show me the dick that I need to suck What the fuck

Nothing I ever did was ever any good Maybe it's just time to fold this hand away Gonna fuckin press it dress it in transitions Fuck you man I give up Everytime I want to be there I lose inspiration I'm just blind but im sure I'll find a way to push creation Follow dreams, or so it seems I lose inspiration I could be so much more replace it With masturbation No one gonna play me raise me or ever show me the way My dick crooked just look it is that gonna get me a show just book it I tried all there is to try I hide from all there is in life Breathing breaths until death, I'm just waiting for the rest Root racing Erasing the progress of history Delusion is abusing my understanding of reality Days and weeks and years Has isolated me from my peers Everything sucks forever

Motherfucker step to me I'll show you no sympathy Gonna fuck around the pound the pound the sound Bring it back like boomerang I sits and waits for you I masturbates to you I got berates for you Step up to this Washed up and dried up Motherfuckers ride up Try to step inside ya Now they can't find ya Pulling no skills no intents to kill No rent or bills just snares to fill Try and sound hard like I motherfuckin mean it Come find me, come try me Only me can deny me You last a few bars then you'll shut the fuck up

Everything is degrading like look within we live in sin I can't even begin righting every wrong fixing every prob Replace it with what is naturally my reality and finally I understand what it is I've been doing so wrong Pow motha fucka Bring it back The way I act Bring it back Now bounce my sack I writes this gay shit I makes me say shit I rocks the lame shit And none of you fuckin' care I can't make you mad I can't make you give a fuck I'm two years short Of being down on my luck I can't take back All the time that I've spent 10 years wasted I'm far from fresh You moved on to the next big thing My time has come it's come and gone I will never be as good as you You have moved on And I watched you go You have moved on to bigger and better I'm still here a storm to weather You have moved on and I watched you go Pushed on your back I know whats best Look down from the top I've been put to rest But I still look up and see where you have gone You never looked back I wrote one last song I just want you to hear me say-